I am a fallen Angel,
The mistakes I make are my own damned fault!
I try so hard to fly,
Yet every move I make is as naught.
If only my heart were harder,
Maybe I could feel the right decision.
I do for those I love,
Everything, without envision.
Now see what has become!
My heart, my being is ripped in two!
Why can't we go back,
Before those I love, I never knew?
This Decision is mine alone,
And either way someone will get hurt,
But which will time heal faster,
Or leave forever decade and burnt?
The one I have loved so long
Still carries with her my heart.
But my Passion, Drive, my Lust
Alas! They, the other's art!
So pray tell me, if you can
Better is it to love as God
But never then to Crave her,
Or to feed the Lust; the heart never to be whole?
I am a fallen Angel,
What's done cannot be changed!
But more hurt and scars in the name of Love
Can be lessened and Refrained.
Now I need words,
Serious, with Love, these are the modes
To tell the women in my life
Why I have chosen these life roads.
