A lost for words

Trying to find emotions
  Trying to form thoughts
To fill the enptyness
  That is growing in my mind.

Fighting to hold on
  Struggling to comsentrate
On keeping these thoughts
  From fleeing my grasp.

I open my mouth and tears
  Come to my eyes.
My mind tries to think clearly
  And my heart begins melt.

My hand tightens
  And my lip is swollen.
"I will not give up"
  I silently scream.

Finally a word comes to me,
  Then another and then more.
I start singing, quiet slowly increasing
  I have a voice once more.

Emotions come in churning waves,
  Interweaving themselves into thoughts.
No longer keeping afar, words
  Find their place on my lips easly.

Windows to new worlds have been opened,
  Doors to greater places have been burst. 
My mind now flying through time,
  Searching and creating a better me.